It’s hard to believe that yet another month has passed slipped away from me and I’ve barely scratched the surface of my 2015 Goals List! The funny thing was when I made that list, I had no idea what the future was going to bring.
For example, I still have yet to even begin my running program because I’m STILL coughing so much that I’m constantly sore all over. In fact, I’ve been coughing so frequently that I choke and barf at least once a day. But the vomiting isn’t nearly as bad as the chronic cough. However, I believe I’ve narrowed my problem down to being yet another food allergy, so this month I’ll be doing a modified fast for a period of time and then reintroducing whole foods in their purest form, one at a time, to locate the culprit(s). (I would appreciate your prayers and good vibes on this one, friends.) If all goes well, I’ll be hitting the pavement running before we know it.
As for my writing and editing goals, those have also tanked. Actually, I’ve been slowly very slowly making my way through the editing process. I sent a couple of manuscripts that were almost there to a couple of different friends (Thanks, Craig and Marissa!) and received some very helpful feedback which has also helped me in editing my other work. I do feel confident that I’m moving forward, though at a much slower pace than I’d originally intended. And I hope to soon finish my first draft of my current WIP.
For some exciting news, do you remember recently when I told you how the Grim Reaper singled me out when I was out with a film crew for a television commercial I was producing for an attorney friend? Well, the Florida Bar approved that commercial, and it should be on the air soon. I have thirteen more lined up to follow. As a matter of fact, I’ve been working with said attorney in designing his new office’s logo, letterhead, business cards, website, billboards, etc., and I’ve actually started working in his office as a case manager, bookkeeper, and Director of Marketing. I never thought I’d work in law again, but I have to say that even though it cuts into my personal and writing time (a LOT!), it’s rather enjoyable to be back in the saddle.
I can also say that this year, I learned a little more about forgiveness. I got the call in early January that my birth mom only has a limited time left. I hadn’t spoken to her in over a year prior to that because our relationship was toxic. She’s never been one to make me feel good when I was around her, and I constantly had anxiety when I’d even see her number on my caller ID. But when she called this time, I called her back. I prayed about it and decided that I needed to give her another chance to make things right. I’ve been helping her out with things she can’t do for herself and spending the most time I ever have in my life with her. And I have to admit, she hasn’t been as domineering as she has in the past. Of course, I did lay the groundwork by letting her know that I have no problem disengaging if it becomes necessary, and that I will not allow guilt to make me stay if she starts making me feel bad again.
So besides this stupid, chronic cough, you can see that there were other unexpected things that have crept up and kept me from my ultimate goals for the year. That said, I refuse to be deterred. Just because I haven’t gotten a good start on things yet does not mean I won’t get to them before the year’s over. I’m hopefully optimistic that this elimination diet will identify the food culprit and that I’ll quickly feel much better.
Time to talk: So far, has your year gone according to your plans? Have you ever had anything unexpected keep you from your goals? If so, how did you handle it? Have you ever been in a toxic relationship?